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I made sure I had the closure I wanted today. Thought it wasn't as expected but it was still something. You were the one for me. You were my encouragement, my light, you made me want to do better in life. You gave me love and I loved you more than anything in the world. Honestly. More than my parents, my grandparents, my friends. You made me change and that was something no one else was able to do.
It it broke my heart that you sort of left me for someone else, left me for security and for a more foreseeable future. I thought with time and effort, we could build one together. But I guess not. I was not the right one for you. I was just what I'd call a "soul mate", someone to help you see certain things or lead you somewhere in life then leave. That was my job. This is something hard to accept because like you said, I was "devastated" and it's true.
This is the hard fact of life but I'll continue doing my best to accept it and to be a better person. Because I know that's what you would've wanted from me.
Labels: Break-up, Devastated, End, Heartbroken, Love