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When I was young, I couldn't see myself growing older, past the age of 20, let alone 30. I always thought I'd die at either 18. I don't know why but I just couldn't see my future. Now I can see it till maybe 28? Beyond that, I can't. So maybe it's time to think about death (also considering the fact my depressive mood is slowly seeping back in...).
I went to St Mary Of The Angels yesterday. Beautiful artistic church and the housed the best columbarium I've seen. It was such a peaceful place. It didn't feel creepy at all. I like that when you close your eyes, you'd hear the calmness of the water flowing.
When I die, I want to be cremated and ashes thrown into the sea. I want to be free, to feel limitless. I love the serenity of water, the sea, the clouds. It's a sight to behold.