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"Give me the strength and perseverance to carry my cross"
You told me before that you'd be here for me, to help through and you'd preservere no matter how much I pushed you away. But it seems like now, you gave up. I don't blame you because I know I didn't tell you I needed help, no matter if I told you my problems. You couldn't help, I wouldn't turn to you. It just hurts me that you gave me empty promises. You gave me a false glimmer of hope. I know you'd leave me, in the sense not give me attention, when you had someone else. That was you when you were with me. Your friends were there only when you wanted to talk to them, only when you wanted them to. That's you. Whatever you said about thinking about us, reflecting on the relationship. It's all a lie, you wouldn't. You don't have the time to when you're so vested in another relationship. There's no wrong in that, you ought to respect that relationship. So you shouldn't have said you'd reflect on our relationship. Furthermore, even if your current one ended, you still wouldn't reflect on ours because you'd be busy reflecting on your current. Even if you did, the emotions is not and will never be the same immediately after you ended our relationship. You wouldn't feel that much pain. So please stop giving me lies and false hope.
"The truth hurts and a lie's worse."
I've had enough of your lies but I won't tell you how I feel because there's no point in doing so. Nothing will change.
Goodbye.